Darn it!

I don't know! I feel like a butt now though...

So there's a family that constantly lets me come over to their house and they let me have dinner with them all the time. I decided tonight I would make dinner for them and drop it off at their home as a little thank you. I was missing some ingredients and needed to stop at a grocery store. Of course, knowing me, I couldn't find my wallet when it was my turn to check out. so I had to get out of line and look for. The lady behind me felt bad, but I insisted it was my own fault for not being organized. I found my wallet and went behind the lady. As she finished paying for her groceries, I thanked her and apologized again. She assured me it was no problem and was very friendly. Then, right before she left, she handed the cashier a twenty dollar bill and said, "This should cover that young lady's purchase." And she was off before I had time to argue.

I mean, that was super super nice. And she didn't need to do that... I feel really bad and guilty inside... I don't want to be hypocritical, because I know every once in a while I do something nice for someone, but I don't want it to happen to me! It just makes me feel like a jerk and a bad person... :( It was really nice of her and I shouldn't complain, I just feel really bad inside...

... So that is my lovely rant of the day. I guess you do not hear that too often: "Darn it! Someone was really nice to me today! Hate it when that happens!" I wish I could return the favor...